happy father's day....... yeah, it's a E72

wait for me.... i will be back... for the time being, just see the picture first la...

happy birthday dad.. love u.

eat with family day!!! yippiee!!!

personally, i find this quite depressing...

give up

it's the second time i'm on the brink of giving up.

asking myself why am i doing all these, when nobody even appreciate it.

u know how heavy these weight are? on my shoulder?

do u know how strong do i have to be?

giving up will make me feel a lot better, really! but why can't i?

u tell me! i am utterly upset

What Does It Take To Be Our Mum?

what does it take to be our mum?


to forgive and forget

to give and never take

to protect and never neglect

to love and never regret.



to cheer whenever we are sad

to calm whenever we are mad

to be funny with words

to be caring and never hurt.



hope that one day i can repay you,

in whatever way, on whatever day,

hope that you'll be happy all the way

will always love you, come what may




what does it take to be our mum?

nothing much, just you being yourself.

I love you mum, Happy Mother's Day.

Promise yourself

Promise Yourself
(one the most classic inspirational quotes)

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can
disturb your peace of mind.

To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to
every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel like there is
something in them.

To look at the sunny side of everything and make your
optimism come true.

To think only of the best, to work only for the best,
and expect only the best.

To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past and press on the
greater achievements of the future.

To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give
every living person you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.

To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, and too
strong for fear, and to happy to permit the
presence of trouble.

The Optimist Creed
From The Optimist International


(taken with the courtesy of http://www.villagehero.com/)

am i human?

was registering myself to some forum and i encounter this.... hrm... what should i reply???

Happy CNY......

wanna take this opportunity to wish all my family and frens... and your frens fren, and your family's family, a happy chinese new year... hope the tiger will back you up in whatever you need to do...




pls allow sometime to load.. video is not that popular yet.... kekekeke...

yet another year

yet another year coming to its end..

besides trying to keep myself on track for the next change of my life, i often stop and think what have i done over the past year.

this year was quite a difficult year for me. although with a new job, new friends and new environment, i still look back and thought that i have actually missed out a lot. I know that there are certain things that i could have done better, there are also certain things that i have said or done which made me laughed. laughed because of my stupidity.

to many, i am a good guy.. to those who really know me, there's just one. who is my girl friend. she seems to know all the bad about me, which i successfully hide from everyone else in the world. i think this is really unfair to her, because she got nobody to share with. I sometimes feel bad for her, and sometimes, i said to myself, she dun deserve me. it's a blessing that i have been with her for so many years and still going strong, but i fear the day that the endurance stop/depleted. what will happen then? i don't know the answer, but i really wanted to tell her that i am sorry, and that i love her very much. god please give me the will power.

i seriously hope that bringin some distance between me and her will help to minimize the arguments. but i know this is a childish move. whatever that i've told her, i was seriously trying to change her, but all fell on deaf ears. how could i carry on?where will my motivation lies?

where will i be in the next ten years...? where will she be in the next ten years?

am i?

am i heading to the right way?

got what i wanted, but am not too happy about it.

am i making the right decision?

if yes, why am i in doubt?

am i doing the right thing?

why am i feeling guilty?

am i on my way for a greater path?

i'm scared that i will go backward instead of forward

am i selfish?

i'm too selfish to admit that i am..

am i foolish?

fooling myself to take this chance and telling myself everything will be ok

am i sad?

not sure, there's nobody to talk to, but tears are standing by

I've reached that age

What age?

Age when u receive red bombs and people asking you, when is yours? But having people asking me on the same time, this is too much...


pls excuse me... i got less than 2 months to work on my yum seng war cry.....

Feeling

Feeling - composed by Pink

feeling so sad
everything is crumbling
for the heart i once had
is no longer beating

feeling frustrated
lost the will power
every step feels stranded
never felt any lower

feeling down
the feeling that nobody wants.
world is moving without me
presence not felt by anyone

feeling stressed
head is under so much pressure
shoulder often stretched
but still feel tired as ever

feeling demotivated
positive energy all gone
where is the old me
the one that stood up for everyone?



everything beside me is moving for better things, but here i am, still running around in circles, not going anywhere. when can i get away from this rat race, when can i have my breakthrough? when, can i move on....?

Gender of your baby?

h                           WOMAN'S CONCEIVING AGE
MONTH OF
CONCEPTION    18  19  20  21  22  23  24  25  26  27  28  29  30  31

January        G   B   G   B   G   B   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   B
February       B   G   B   G   B   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   G   G
March          G   B   G   G   B   G   B   B   B   G   B   G   G   B
April          B   G   B   G   G   B   B   G   G   B   G   G   G   G
May            B   G   B   G   B   B   G   G   G   G   G   B   G   G
June           B   B   B   G   G   G   B   B   B   G   G   B   G   G
July           B   B   B   G   G   B   B   G   G   B   B   B   G   G
August         B   B   B   G   B   G   G   B   B   B   B   B   G   G
September      B   B   B   G   G   B   G   B   G   B   B   B   G   G
Gctober        B   B   G   G   G   B   G   B   G   B   B   G   G   G
November       B   G   B   G   G   B   G   B   G   G   G   G   B   G
December       B   G   B   G   G   G   G   B   G   B   G   G   B   B

_____________________________________________________________________
                         WOMAN'S CONCEIVING AGE
MONTH OF
CONCEPTION    32  33  34  35  36  37  38  39  40  41  42  43  44  45

January        B   G   B   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   B   G
February       G   B   G   B   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   B
March          B   B   B   G   B   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   G   B
April          G   B   G   B   G   B   B   B   B   G   B   G   B   G
May            G   G   G   G   B   G   B   B   G   B   G   B   B   G
June           G   G   G   G   G   B   G   G   B   G   B   G   B   G
July           G   G   G   G   G   G   B   G   B   B   G   B   G   B
August         G   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   B   G   B   G
September      G   G   G   G   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   B   G   B
Gctober        G   G   G   G   B   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   B   G
November       G   G   B   B   B   G   B   G   B   G   B   B   G   B
December       B   B   B   B   B   B   G   G   G   B   G   B   G   B

_____________________________________________________________________
                               EXPLANATION

You can choose for yourself whether you want a boy or a girl by following the chart. The woman's age from 18 to 45 (Chinese reckoning) is on the top line while the months 1 to 12 indicate the month when the baby is conceived. By following the chart you will be able to tell in advance whether your baby will be a boy or a girl. Thus, you can plan to have a boy or a girl. This chart has been taken from a Royal tomb near Peking, China. The original copy is kept in the Institute of Science of Peking. The accuracy of the chart has been proved by thousands of People and is believed to be 99 percent accurate. By reckoning, you follow a line drawn from the figure representing the woman's age to a line drawn from the month the baby is conceived. For instance, if the woman is 27 years old and her baby is conceived in January (according to the Chinese Lunar Calendar), then her baby will be a girl. The chart is based on the month the baby is conceived and not on the birth of the baby, B-Male, G-Female. Remarks: A Chinese Scientist discovered and drew this chart which was buried in a Royal tomb about 700 years ago.

think smart, for a smarter planet

light as ever

Light as Ever - composed by Pink

like a piece of paper
floating thru the air
mind as light as ever
all thoughts are spared

like dragon flies tipping
on surface of a pond
send your panic spinning
out of your head, gone

like snow flakes
gently falling from the sky
your life is not at stake
just let the exam pass you by

like the spring breeze
running thru your body and hair
let your worries float easy
out from your soul and into the air.

mind and thoughts are weightless,
don't let it weigh u down,
be brave and relentless,
come next year, you will be wearing the lawyers gown.

He

He - composed by Pink

he who is patience
taught us how to read.
he who is wise,
taught us how to feed.


he who is calm
taught us how to think
he who is optimistic
taught us how to float, not to sink

he who is funny
made all of us laughed
he who is jokey
he tickles with every puff.

he who is kind
ever so thoughtful and caring
he taught us to be polite
so that we can be other ppl's liking

he, who is my coach
he, who is my teacher
he, who is my mentor
he, who is my preacher

who's he?
he, is my dad

happy fathers day!!!

May 13 - What is that?

Above is a response from a college kid, when asked by a Malaysia's insider reporter, 40 years after the awful incident. I, as one of the million 80's babies will not be too familiar with what happened, but words coming from our parents and generation before them sort of give us the chill to the bone, hoping that it will not happen again. (see it here)

Our history books from Sasbadi and Preston didn't really write about the incident, and i wonder why. Aren't history books suppose to tell us what REALLY happended, so that we can all together avoid such tragedy from happening again?

Well, apparently, maybe not so. Maybe because it's not in our books, our youths nowadays don't have that fear, or hatred in them. They live together as one, one nation. There's no such thing as racial tension for them. They would exchange their mother tounge with one another. Whenever they mention the word 'babi', they REALLY ARE refering to that cute animal.

Received a call from my grandmother last night, telling me to stay away from KL today, saying it's May13, and there will be riot or some sort. You know how old ppl can be so naggy, they will not let you off the phone until you said ok. You can't really blame. Poeple of our generation will never understand the hardship they've gone thru when the real May 13 happended.

Going back to my granny's warning, well, as of now, after hours of monitoring the news online, all i read about is the Perak political crisis.. BORING... So you see, the nation don't really care about this racial tension anymore. especially when you see the chinese community are also supporting PAS. Not because of their practise and believe, but as a stand to protest the governing party to stop their nonsense and do their work.

So tell me, what is May13 today? Racial tension or political tension?

KJ the CBK

KJ (the oxford reject)


Acronyms can be funny sometimes.. especially when ppl misrepresent it.. What comes into your mind when you see the car number place CBK or WPK? haha!

But we use acronym almost everyday, whether you like it or not. MSN, YM, DAP, PAS, UKM, UM, MU, LFC... (macam-macam ada) They even use acronyms in the parliment, but it all end up quite..... chaotic.

KJ was in the Parliment the other day and he was talking about some issue over the consumption on chicken and pork. Then, out of nowhere, this dumb ass mention the phrase Projek Khinzir Raksasa (Giant Pig Project) and apply the acronym PKR**. This of course started the crossfire over the floor and everyone demanded KJ to retract his words. But of course, KJ the bafoon didn't budge. A PKR MP from Kedah then put up the rules book and protest the use of indecent word in the house. Pandikar Amin didn't give a shit.

During the fight, we can observe that, not only that PKR give up a good verbal fight, but DAP joint in and so did PAS.

Now here comes the funny part.

Someone from behind then said, if there's a Projek Khinzir Raksasa, then what happend to the Projek Babi Negara (National Pig Project)? And what's the acronym for that? PBN! That guy can think damn fast.. haha...

Guess what...? The phrase set fire to the other side of the hall, where all the members of the rulling party (Party Barisan National) ruptured! Most of the bumiputera MPs were shouting "tarik balik" (retract).. and KJ was shouting like a baboon, while the Chinese reps from PBN sat down and watched the entire show.

Classic scene.. no? See the video below!

We will not miss Abdullah

An article from the local dailies today:

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Thursday December 18, 2008

Pak Lah: Final mission to cool racial tensions

KUALA LUMPUR: Prime MInister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi sees his final mission before leaving office is to cool racial and religious tensions in the country.

Abdullah told The Associated Press that a shrinking economy and deepening divisions between the different communities are the biggest threats facing the country.

“Since I am retiring earlier than I was planning to, (the reforms) have to be done very quickly,” said Abdul- lah.

“I am thinking of how to handle the issue of race relations, and the issue of religious tensions because of so many things that are happening,” he added.

Abdullah suggested that he could establish an institution “where all communities” can take their grievances.

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Pure BULLOCKS...

How retarded can you be? What racial issue? Do you see racial issue when Chinese communities are voting for PAS? I don't think so.

Let's look at the greater picture: who is raising the racial issues?

Example #1:

Who kissed the 'keris' while having their legal assembly? And who shouted: don't mess with 'M*lays'? What happened to the word 'Bumiputera'?

Example #2:

Who suggested to scrap vernacular school? Why don't you scrap the U-party? It would be if it's not for Dr.M.

Example #3:

Who insisted that in order to preserve the racial harmony, the country have to emphasize on special rights of the bumis? Why not use the word 'M*lays' now?

Example #4:

Who deliberately made false accusation of a Chinese YB, saying that the prayers from a mosque was too noisy? And in the end, the Imams from the mosque stood up and claim that there's was no report made against them? (I hope this currupted former-CM will get the 3mil fine)

Example #5:

Who abused the local media (TV and newspapers) to install hatred among races? What about the reported special TV-programs on TV1? Who made used of the papers to throw the allegations at one of our local MP?

Example #6:

It seems like a different picture shown by the opposition when they encourage ppl to join DAP or PAS regardless of their skin color or religion. DAP is inviting everyone on facebook to join their dinner. Not a lavish one, but I am touched by the efforts of these big-hearted people. This is what the rakyat believes now. I've personally attended a talk organised by PAS near my place and everyone was so friendly. All smiles. I don't think I will get this kind of reception if I attend an U-party talk.

Racial integration is showing its signs of gel-ing. We do not need anyone to remind us of our differences. The country don't need this. Lead by example, this is what the opposition is trying to show us. And they are also sending out a message that a new dawn is coming. A whole new level of 'MALAYSIA' will be introduced where everyone is happy and then.... we will not question the rights of the BUMIPUTERAS.

We will miss Mr Bush

Ever wonder why shoes were flung at him? reading the below quotes might make you do so too!

The vast majority of our imports come from outside the country."
- George W. Bush


"If we don't succeed, we run the risk of failure."
- George W. Bush


"One word sums up probably the responsibility of any Governor, and that one word is 'to be prepared'."
- George W. Bush


"I have made good judgments in the past. I have made good judgments in the future."
- George W.Bush


"The future will be better tomorrow."
- George W. Bush


"We're going to have the best educated American people in the world."
- George W. Bush


"I stand by all the misstatements that I've made."
- George W. Bush


"We have a firm commitment to NATO, we are a part of NATO. We have a firm commitment to Europe. We are a part of Europe."
- George W. Bush


"Public speaking is very easy."
- George W. Bush


"A low voter turnout is an indication of fewer people going to the polls."
- George W. Bush


"We are ready for any unforeseen event that may or may not occur."
- George W. Bush


"For NASA, space is still a high priority."
- George W. Bush


"Quite frankly, teachers are the only profession that teach our children."
- George W. Bush


"It isn't pollution that's harming the environment. It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it."
- George W. Bush


"It's time for the human race to enter the solar system."
- George W. Bush




don't you just love him....

Kaminsky attack?

How to become a orang kaya within a day.....? like this poor uncle...

He is not too happy, is he?

His bank account was hacked and minutes later, all money gone.. left MYR1000. pity him la, sole breadwinner, son studying in local uni.. and on top of all that, the thief even got guts to use RM500 to top up his prepaid card. Frantically asking the bank to stop all transaction, the banker even saw the money disappearing right under her nose.

This news triggers my interest on internet security. how safe are we?

let me introduce you to this guy.... Dan Kaminsky...

he broke the internet..

with simple codings, he managed manipulate the internet. Started of by hacking into starbucks pay-per-use internet access, he then discovered the same method he use for being a kiasu, he discovered a loop within the internet.

He could have taken control of all the bank accounts online, routings email to whereever he liked. but nooooo...... he went to the correct source and worked with the DNS team to fix it.

I know I might not be as noble as him, but to think about taking control of the millions of accounts online just excites me... I should have studied harder for my IT degree..

so, is this old uncle being hacked? no la... i think his son got hold of his ATM card. hahaha.....

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